Thank You.

Lately I've been getting a lot of 'Thanks' and 'Thank You's, and in my opinion that's the most difficult question you can ask someone. Or well, it's not actually a question, cause it does not contain a ? but still, it's something you in most cases do answer or it'll just be awkward.
To me it's awkward either way, no matter if I choose not to answer or if I choose to answer, cause I have no idea what to really answer. Normal people just answer 'No problem!' or 'You're welcome!' but the answering part always starts bothering me cause.. .. It just doesn't sound right when it comes out of me.

It's like when someone compliments my art, I feel like I'd need to say something more than just 'Thanks' or 'Thank you'. The words just feel.. so empty. So without meaning. Yet so egoistic in a way.

I guess I'm just afraid of falling into my egoism again if I fully and truly take a compliment. That's just stupid isn't it, but I'm still so unsteady so yeah. There's always the risk of falling back in.

I've had a horrible art block these past few weeks, or even months, I'm not even sure. But today I finished a drawing. It's only in black and white, and was first supposed to be made with liners but it ended up pencil way. It's still nice :') It's this dead bird, lying on the ground and there's blood around it and like yeah. Not too realistic but not all cartoonish so mm. 

I don't really know what else to write about, physic test coming up on Monday.

- Niko

And I'm back with another amazing story from my life!
Notice how I always seem to write these in the middle of the night? I'm not saying I'm drunk or anything (most likely just sugar high) but. yeah.

Today I went to the beach with my parents. I tried studying japanese there cause it was calm, a bit windy, but calm and nice. But I soon noticed there were these small black really annoying bugs that really didn't have any other purpose than walking around on me being annoying. So in the end I ended up walking around on the beach cause I couldn't take sitting there with those bugs. The water was too cold for swimming. :'(

Lately I haven't got anything done. Just been playing Kingdom Hearts II until I got stuck and now I've hired my brother to help me proceed. He'll get 5 euro if he succeeds. :')
I've also played beach volley. On our yard! And that's why I have this big nice bruise on my arm.
2 of my friends are on vacation, they'll be gone for sometime, and I really miss them. I hate when people goes on vacation, grh.

Today I also was out riding my moped~ I don't really do it too often cause I hardly ever go anywhere + I seem to need a destination to be able to ... go. anywhere. Uhm.

Anyways. I'm gonna try to relax now, for somewhile. before i go to bed. Try to draw something.

Yeah, bye.

- Niko

why do I find the word 'laborous' funny? Hmh.

My room's a mess and I'd need to clean it.

But I'm not gonna. Cause I'm far too busy with doing.. .. well nothing.

That's what I've been doing the past few days. Of course I haven't just been laying around in my bed, instead I've chosen to be a pain in the ass for my sofa and tv. Yeah, I've spent all my days watching tv. And found out that Scrubs' a really good tv show and that Family Guy's really worth watching. Just not too much.

Somewhere in between all that hardcore laborious tv watching I've also managed to draw a few pictures.

None of them were anything big or special, but worth being posted on deviantART so yeah, you can go check it out cause I know that you know that you wanna know more about these mysterious pieces of artwork.

CLICK!

I guess you now assume I watch tv and draw crappy pictures all day long just cause I'm bored out of my mind and don't have a life to spend on anything more important. But you're WRONG.

I have the Nekomata Project I should be working on but for some weird and oddly twisted reasons I'm not. Which makes me very angry cause something tells me that weird and oddly twisted reason is lazyness, and I slack off all too much. Anyone wanna make me work? Hit me hard in the face and tell me that if I don't do my work RIGHT NOW someone might just eat my food.

... Okay forget about all that from point Anyone wanna make my work to point someone might just eat my food. Thanks.

Oh boy, writing this blog really makes me wonder why I'm writing it. SEE WHAT NETWORK DOES.

Yeah.

~Niko

Kino goes Lazy on your asses.

En kerenyt kirjoittelemaan mitään blogia eilen, joten tulee kahden pvn blogi tänään. Tosin kukaan ei välitä jso päivä tai kaksi jäisikin väliin koska kukaan ei luultavasti edes lue tätä :'DD

Torstai 14.1 -10
Tänään oli kyllä jo melkein niin ettei jaksaisi ollenkaan nousta, mutta pakotin itseni ylös sängystä koska oli silti pakko päästä suihkuun. Join myös ison kupillisen kahvia, ah.
Tämä on yksi niistä harvoista päivistä joista pidän, koska meillä on kemiaa, enkkua ja sitten koko loppu koulupäivästä käsitöitä, ah <3
Kotona piti selvitä jotenki ku äiti oli jossai muualla, mutta juu. Tein valmiiks sen unisiepparin. Ylpeä olen~
Lähdin alas katsomaan telkkua mutta nukahdinkin sohvalle ja heräsin siihen että puhelin soi, sisko vain kysyi oliko äiti jo kotona.
Sohvalta sitte raahauduin takaisin huoneeseeni tekemään jotain, kunnes päätin kokeilla neulomista.
Nukahdin kesken sitäkin puuhaa, eikä siitä edes tullut mitään joten ihan hyvä se vain että nukahdin. <<

Illemmalla sitten vain istuin keittiön lattialla lukemassa Stephen Kingin 'Cell' kirjaa ja sen jälkeen lähdin nukkumaan.


Perjantai 15.1 -10
Heräsin kello kuudelta ja mietin että mitä helvettiä teen hereillä näin aikasin, päätin sitten lukea Celliä tunnin ennenkö menin aamiaiselle.

Koulussa oli matikkaa, kemiaa, Hkta ja äikkää. Äikän tunnilla ope yhtäkkii muisti et olin ollu matkalla Dubaihin ja kysyi oliko minulla mukana kuvia ja jotain kerrottavaa. Selitin että ne olivat kotona koska matkasta on jo ollut aika pitkä, joten tiistaina pitäisi sitten kertoa siitä matkasta, hauskaa. :')

Cell on nyt luettu, mahtava kirja! Suosittelen. :'DD

Tilattiin just junaliput huomiseks ja nytten kai pitäis vaan tarkistaa että on kaikkee mitä sitten tarvitsenkaa mukaan ja kaikkea päälle laittamista sun muuta (y)

No juuh, en keksi mtn.

- Kinoko

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I didn't have time to write a blog yesterday so there's gonna be for two days today. Even tho' it doesn't really matter if I wouldn't write a bout a day or two, it's not like anyone's reading this anyways. :'DD

Thursday 14.1 -10
Today I really didn't feel like getting up at all, but I forced my self to get a shower. Also had to drink a big cup of coffee, yum.
This is one of those special days that I actually like, we have chemistry, english and then handcraft the rest of the day~
At home I had to survive somehow cause mom was somewhere else, but yeah. I finished the dreamcatcher, Imma proud. :')
Then I went downstairs to watch TV but fell asleep as watching Greys Anatomy. Woke up cause my phone rang, just my sis' wondering if mom's home.
I then decided to go back up to my room to do something, and ended up knitting. I fell asleep in the middle of my knitting but I guess taht was just good, it wasn't really working out that well..

Later on I just spent my time reading Cell by Stephen King on our kitchen floor and after that I went to sleep.

Friday 15.1 -10
I woke up at six o'clock AM wondering just what the hell I was doing up this early. So I decided I'd read Cell for a hour before I went down to have some breakfast.

We had some boring classes, nothign special (= too lazy to translate :>)

And I've now red Cell, it was a great book. I recommend it ~

We ordered the train tickets just a moment ago and I guess I should make stuff ready for tomorrow. Like all this shit like having clean clothes, knowing what to take with you, charge my dead digi camera, take a shower and stuff. (y)

The end. :'))

- Kinoko

Lattiat - Floors

Pitäisi todella mennä aikaisin nukkumaan tänän, kamalan rankkaa herätä kuudelta tänää aamul. .__.
No juuh, pääsin silti heittäytymään kouluun. Oli taas niin kylmä että piti mennä potkukelkalla, hurr.
Liikunta oli ihan ok, historia oli ihan ok, suomi oli ihan.. ok. Okei parempi ku ok, saatiin dataa. Kamut ja mie heittäydyttii tietenki heti MLIA lukemaan jotain, kunnes ope tuli sinne valittamaan että meidän pitäis kirjoittaa ne tekstit.
Nojuuh, sitte sen jälkeen matikaa, sain 9 kokeesta (y)

Koulun jälkeen lähdin Miran luo, soittelin pianoa, datattiin, piirrettiin ja laulettiin. Perus juttuja siis. Ja sitte syötiin kalapuikkoja ja perunamuusia, mm :'))

Puoli kuodeelta lähdettiin Japaninkielen kurssille, ope kerto jostain japani kaupasta Tampereella, pitääkin käydä siellä joskus kun saan aikaa. Asiat kävi taas hieman liian nopeasti, en oikeen kerenny mukaan. pitäsköhän ehkä opetella ne Hiraganat ja Katakanat niin olis niin paljo helpompaa.. :'))

Nojoo. Ella ja Emmi anto ne junalippu rahat ja sitte mentii kotiin. Kotona sitte söin vaan jonku pitsa palan, ei sinäänsä edes nälkä mutta niin. Ja sitte oli keskustelu äidin kaa, kesken kaikkea vaan yhtäkkiä purskahdin itkuun. Paljoa pomputtelua on tänäänki tultu kestettyä mutta en kestäny ihan koko päivää. No sellaista sattuu.

Nyt sitten vain odottelen että äiti lähtisi jonnekkin että voin hiippailla hakemaan kaikkea namia vaikka ei todellakaan pitäisi syödä vaan liikkua. Huoh. Muttakun väsyttää näin paljon ja muutenkin ajat ihan sekaisin niin ei tee mieli muuta ku laiskotella ja nukkua. Ja syödä ofc.

Hmm, siinä sitten se.

- Kinoko

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I should totally go sleep earlier today, it was just horrible to get up today. .__.
Oh well, still got my lazy ass to school. It was once again to cold to go by bike, hurr. Gym class was ok, History was ok, Finnish was ... ok. No, more than ok. We spent the most time infront of the computers and ofc, me and my friends went to read some MLIA until the teacher told us we have to write some text shit.
After that we had math, I got 9 in the test (y)

After school I went to Mira, we played piano, browsed on the internet, drew and sang, stuff we always seem to do. And then we ate fishsticks and ... (en jaksa muistaa tai ettii sanakirjast. =u=)

Half past five we moved on to Japanese class, our teacher told us something about some japanese store in Tampere, i totally gotta go there sometime. Things were once again rolling to fast, I fell off track a few times even tho' I tried hard to stay on. :') I totally should learn all the Hiraganas and Katakanas, everything would be so much easier...

After class Ella and Emmi gave the trainticket money and then we went back home. I ate some pizza even tho' I wasn't really hungry, just felt like it. And then I broke down and cried in the middle of a conversation with my mom. But hey, such things happen when you don't get enough sleep and when the day has been one big shit.

And now I'm just waiting for mom to leave so i can go get something sweet to eat, even tho' I'm supposed to be training or something instead of eating but I'm just way to tired to move my body more than neccessary. Gosh.

Hmm, that's about it.

- Kinoko

Die potato!

Iltaa porukat~
Päätin sitten aloittaan jonkinlaista blogausta täällä, olinhan jo kerran aijemminkin yrittäänyt mutta unohtui koko blogi aika nopeasti (toivottavasti ei niin tapahdu uudelleen, on kyllä hyvin huono muisti..).

Noh noh, kirjoittelen siis vain .. no. elämästäni. mitä teen, mitä tapahtuu. ei liian yksityiskohtaisesti, mutta silti. Ja Blogia tulee suomeksi kuin englanniksi. :'))

Tänään oli siis tiistai, kuvista luvassa koulussa. Yeah. Heräsin hieman myöhemmin kun normaalisti mutta ehdin silti ihan hyvin ajoissa kouluun. Oli jo niin lämmin että pystyi pyörällä menemään (y)
Muita aineita tänään koulussa olikin sitten enkkua, maatietoa ja äikkää. Sinäänsä ihan helppo päivä.
Huomenna tosin liikuntaa, hyi. Mitäköhän mahdetaan tehdä, pitääkin tarkistaa myöhemmin.

Noh, tulin kotiin, kävin lenkillä koiran kanssa ja sitte otin mukaan naposteltavaa ylös ja odotellessani että Umineko No Naku Koro Ni lataisi katsoin Strawberry Panic!in valmiiksi, oli silti vain jonkun 3 episodin verran jälellä. Tein myös kalapuikkoja tänään, mutta niitten onnistumisesta ei sen enempää keskustella. köh. :')))

Yliaktiivisuus on ihan hyvä juttu, kunhan olisi valoisaa pidempää. Voisi se kesä jo tulla. :'<
Meh, enpäs tiedä mitä muuta kirjoittaa, siinä on suunnilleen päiväni. Paitsi että jossain välissä katsoin myös episoden Uminekoa ja suunnittelin vaatteita Alicelle ja sain sen kaulahuivin valmiiksi. Mutta juu, pikku asoita~

- Kinoko

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Hello boys and gals, friends and pals!~
Well yeah, I decided to start somekind of an blog here, I've tried once before but ended up in failure. Hopefully this one wont (even tho' I have a VERY bad memory... )

Oh well, I'll be writing about.. my life. what I do, what happens and such things. Nothing too much in detail ofc, but just something. And the blog will be in both Finnish and English. (y)

Today it was Tuesday, art clas, yay. I woke up a bit later than usually but didn't luckily get late for school. It's already warm enough for me to bike to shcool. Besides art we had English (yay), Geography and Mother Tounge (w/e it may be named in English.) Just a normal day to say.
But tomorrow we'll have gym class, sucks. I wonder what we'll do, gotta check it later..

Later on I came home, went for a walk with the dog and then grabbed some food that I'd eat while watching the few last episodes of Strawberry Panic! waiting for Umineko No Naku Koro Ni to load.
I made fishsticks today too, but.. yeah. Krhm. I'm great at cooking. :'))

I'm totally hyperactive, and it's kind of a good thing. I wish the sun'd shine for a few hours more tho'. Hope summer comes fast :'<
Meh, can't come up with anything more to write, that's about my day. Besides watching an episode of Umineko and making that scarf for Alice, but they're all just small stuff. No big deal~

- Kinoko