Just an update..

Its' been a while again haha fuck my life.

Naw but I've been quite busy lately (why do I always seem to be using that excuse... ?), I had a due today for an English essay, and yesterday I was all the way to Jyväskylä to watch my brother compete in Taitaja (and to do a little shopping..) aannd uh I've been sewing a little lately too, I have some bags for Vallu that I need to get done and yeah, it's been all kind of stuff going on! + I haven't felt really like writing in my blog uh ah so yeah. But now I'm here, all that matters!

Lately I've felt like sewing cosplays, I have this serious need to do it. I mean all anime/manga/game whatever characters always have so creative outfits, they're not boring like normal human shit, and I really feel like making something awesome, and like get the wig and all and oooh so fancy! But here's the problem...

I really do not AT ALL feel like cosplaying. I don't feel like I could do it. I don't feel I'm good enough for it, I just don't have what it 'takes' to be a cosplayer.. Yet I'd really like to like.. make a cosplay for someone, style their wig, put their make up on and aaahhh everything. Then take some pretty pics of them ahah maybe film a video or something but sobsob. still... But I of course have no cosplaying friends around to make cosplays for since I really don't want to make a suit for someone that can't try it on all once in a while so I'd get all the proportions right and shit you know, so much can go wrong if you don't have the exact body as a model as they have or like gah am I making sense? Well anyway, complicated. Blöh.

I also feel really inspired to draw but haha I'm such a lazy bastard I haven't gotten around to do shit yet. I have sooo many ideas whoop. And I'm currently trying to change my style. I'm like srsly trying to force my style to change since I'm so fucking auhnka done with it. Tho forcing a change has never before worked of been a good idea but uh oh.. let's hope shit doesn't happen this time. I'm actually trying to achieve somekind of own.. nice.. style.. thingy by studying the art and style of Nana-in-the-clouds since I have always been so jealous of her since she's got this kind of realistic yet not style which I'd really want to have since it's kind of like simple yet not and it's just cool but uh I'm still trying not to completely copy her since buaah copycat, don't wanna be one but yeah.. 

Whaaat else.. Oh yeah uh. I don't think I ever told you guys, but my hair is pink now ahahaha. Colored it on my birthday (9th of April) and.. yeah. it's cute.

I don't think I have anything else really to say, I suppose I'll post a little pics and yyeaah. Bai. 

- Niko