ORELIUM ♥

Oh I haven't posted a blog entry for long (again)... I've been thinking about it but never just... actually got it done. Cause I haven't really had anything to write about, my life isn't really that interesting neither is the thoughts that's been hanging around in my head lately. Hmm, oh well.
So, holidays been and gone, I had a quite nice Christmas and new years eve, thanks for asking, but now we're back in school and well.. Nothing special. Been in school 2 days now so, haha. Tho I hate being this tired, but it's caused of the fact that I slept so much during the vacation so now I get all sleepy from my 6h sleep and 6h school routine but I guess It'll be back to normal in about a week or two. Or so I hope.
I noticed a lot of people have blogs, where they really just write what they've done that day, and at first I was like lol whaaaat, but then I realized why even lame people can have blogs, it's cause they have a life. More of a life than I at least have so.. yeah. Acceptable reason to blog I suppose.
Ugh, I don't know, starting from yesterday when I was standing in front of the mirror I had this creepy... crazy new way of looking at me.. kinda. I don't know, but it felt like I really wasn't what... I was. Like I could just remove my boobs cause they're fake anyway and take of my long blond hair cause it's just a wig. You know, the feeling that I was actually a boy, and well yeah. Known that I do believe I'd like being a boy more than being a girl this was actually the first time I've felt like ... I could actually be a boy. Uhh, I really don't know. Neither does it matter, born a woman, woman it will be. 
Somewhat my brains keep telling me I really shouldn't be writing this entry cause I'm way to tired to make sense at this moment. Oh well, I will stop here, I have 5h Umineko I'd need to finish. 
Until next time, ciao~
-Niko