Uh.. I don't myself drink nor do I take drugs, and I haven't really planned on starting. The only reason I would drink is cause I'd like to feel what it's like to be drunk, but at the same time I fear it too much to try it out, haha. I think young people these days might start drinking a bit too early, cause I mean, alcohol is never good for you, and the earlier you start drinking, the shittier it's for you I suppose. But hey, their lives, if they die young cause they're stupid, and they drink and party hard or go out driving while drunk, not my problem.
As for drugs, I don't really know much about them, I haven't really had any friends who's been.. actively taking drugs or something. I have this one friend, she takes drugs sometimes, but she lives quite far from here and I haven't spoken with her for a looong time, she's so different and I'm kind of afraid of speaking to her.. Anyway. But.. yeah. I don't know what I really think about drugs, cause I don't know much about them, the effects and all that so I wont say much about them.
Back to alcohol. I actually think it's okay, if you.. start partying, not like every weekend like some teenager do, pft. But like, all once a while when you're around 16 years, but it's just so stupid when 12 year old are out drinking, the fakku. And uuh... idk. I think I'm done.. ?
I'll go get dressed now, then try to finish a pic.. !
- Niko
September 30, 2011
September 29, 2011
Day 02 - Where you’d like to be in 10 years
I'm not in the very best mood right now, my camera seems to be broken, it isn't able to read the memory card and .. other shit. But I feel like I need to do something, soon a show I want to watch will be on tv but before that I'll write this, can't be without doing nothing.
So, day two. Where I'd like to be in 10 years. Hmm.. I'll be .. 26 in 10 years? my god that's a long time.. Uh. I have no idea, hopefully, I'll be out of here, hopefully I'll have an own apartment somewhere in a bigger city.. Maybe Tampere.. And I think I'd like to have started working by then too haha. I wish, I'll be really good at drawing. And that I have myself solved out. I want to be a good person, and I want to enjoy life. I also want to do what i really like doing, whatever that is then, but I hope it's art. And, it'd be really nice if I had started having hobbies, learned to play piano, taken singing lessosn by then or something. .. 10 years.. that's.. a very long time. Rewinding it doesn't feel like a long time but.. looking into the future, it seems to be such a long time.. .. I'm gonna stop thinking about it right now or I'll get really anxious.
I'll go.. do something else now. I feel liek writing in my diary but I'm too damn lazy. Fuck this.
- Niko
So, day two. Where I'd like to be in 10 years. Hmm.. I'll be .. 26 in 10 years? my god that's a long time.. Uh. I have no idea, hopefully, I'll be out of here, hopefully I'll have an own apartment somewhere in a bigger city.. Maybe Tampere.. And I think I'd like to have started working by then too haha. I wish, I'll be really good at drawing. And that I have myself solved out. I want to be a good person, and I want to enjoy life. I also want to do what i really like doing, whatever that is then, but I hope it's art. And, it'd be really nice if I had started having hobbies, learned to play piano, taken singing lessosn by then or something. .. 10 years.. that's.. a very long time. Rewinding it doesn't feel like a long time but.. looking into the future, it seems to be such a long time.. .. I'm gonna stop thinking about it right now or I'll get really anxious.
I'll go.. do something else now. I feel liek writing in my diary but I'm too damn lazy. Fuck this.
- Niko
September 28, 2011
LIST!
Okay so cause I'm an lazy ass and I like never update my blog and.. yeah. I decided to do this list thing;
Day 01 - Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.
Day 02 - Where you’d like to be in 10 years.
Day 03 - Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 04 - Your views on religion.
Day 05 - A time you thought about ending your own life.
Day 06 - Write 30 interesting facts about yourself.
Day 07 - Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.
Day 08 - A moment you felt the most satisfied with your life.
Day 09 - How you hope your future will be like.
Day 10 - Discuss your first love and first kiss.
Day 11 - Put your ipod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop up.
Day 12 - Bullet your whole day.
Day 13 - Somewhere you’d like to move or visit.
Day 14 - Your earliest memory.
Day 15 - Your favourite tumblrs.
Day 16 - Your views on mainstream music.
Day 17 - Your highs and lows of this past year.
Day 18 - Your beliefs.
Day 19 - Disrespecting your parents.
Day 20 - How important you think education is.
Day 21 - One of your favorite shows.
Day 22 - How have you changed in the past 2 years?
Day 23 - Give pictures of 5 guys who are famous who you find attractive.
Day 24 - Your favorite movie and what it’s about.
Day 25 - Someone who fascinates you and why.
Day 26 - What kind of person attracts you.
Day 27 - A problem that you have had.
Day 28 - Something that you miss.
Day 29 - Goals for the next 30 days.
Day 30 - Your highs and lows of this month.
Stole it from http://kallvarshow.blogspot.com/ :')
This way, I will have something to write everyday, except the days when I'm with Valter cause.. I can't update my blog then haha. And I might actually get some deep stuff written down! So yeah, let's do this!
Day 01 - Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.
- Yes, I am in a relationship, been for 7 months and one day now haha, and it's.. quite nice! We've had our up and downs, we still have them, but no one's perfect and no relationships are perfect, but we are quite close tho, haha. No but, we work quite good together even if we are quite different. I don't think I have ever loved anyone I've been together with truly except this person ♥ cause, my relationships haven't ever really lasted that long, and I have never really known the person I've been together with. Me and Vallu had probably kown each other for over a year before we got together and then .. we kind of just.. like.. slowly slipped together.. ? :'D It went quite slowly and like without any sudden stuff like OK NOW WE'RE TOGETHER, PERIOD. We decided that the official date we got together was the day we changed our facebook relationship thing HAHA but yeah, it was necessary cause I didn't see us as a couple before we did that cause back at the time I was still so unsure whether I should be in it or not, but I decided I'd go for it and see what would happen. Even if I do like being in a relationship, at least with Vallu, I think I kind of feel more comfortable being single.. I'm more of the "on my own" person, I think it's very .. Idk, hard and annoying in a way to have to .. constantly be with someone else and be part of their life and and, not have the same freedom as if you're on your own, tho it's nice to have someone to love you but it's not as no one couldn't love you just cause your single right? wait what. But anyway, what I'm saying is that I enjoy being single, I like being loved, cause it makes me feel good, but it's not really worth all the other stuff that comes as a big bonus when you're in a relationship.
And no, even if I do like being single, I have no plans on breaking up with my dear honey bun ♥
So, that was that! See you guys tomorrow öwö
- Niko
Day 01 - Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.
Day 02 - Where you’d like to be in 10 years.
Day 03 - Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 04 - Your views on religion.
Day 05 - A time you thought about ending your own life.
Day 06 - Write 30 interesting facts about yourself.
Day 07 - Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.
Day 08 - A moment you felt the most satisfied with your life.
Day 09 - How you hope your future will be like.
Day 10 - Discuss your first love and first kiss.
Day 11 - Put your ipod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop up.
Day 12 - Bullet your whole day.
Day 13 - Somewhere you’d like to move or visit.
Day 14 - Your earliest memory.
Day 15 - Your favourite tumblrs.
Day 16 - Your views on mainstream music.
Day 17 - Your highs and lows of this past year.
Day 18 - Your beliefs.
Day 19 - Disrespecting your parents.
Day 20 - How important you think education is.
Day 21 - One of your favorite shows.
Day 22 - How have you changed in the past 2 years?
Day 23 - Give pictures of 5 guys who are famous who you find attractive.
Day 24 - Your favorite movie and what it’s about.
Day 25 - Someone who fascinates you and why.
Day 26 - What kind of person attracts you.
Day 27 - A problem that you have had.
Day 28 - Something that you miss.
Day 29 - Goals for the next 30 days.
Day 30 - Your highs and lows of this month.
Stole it from http://kallvarshow.blogspot.com/ :')
This way, I will have something to write everyday, except the days when I'm with Valter cause.. I can't update my blog then haha. And I might actually get some deep stuff written down! So yeah, let's do this!
Day 01 - Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.
- Yes, I am in a relationship, been for 7 months and one day now haha, and it's.. quite nice! We've had our up and downs, we still have them, but no one's perfect and no relationships are perfect, but we are quite close tho, haha. No but, we work quite good together even if we are quite different. I don't think I have ever loved anyone I've been together with truly except this person ♥ cause, my relationships haven't ever really lasted that long, and I have never really known the person I've been together with. Me and Vallu had probably kown each other for over a year before we got together and then .. we kind of just.. like.. slowly slipped together.. ? :'D It went quite slowly and like without any sudden stuff like OK NOW WE'RE TOGETHER, PERIOD. We decided that the official date we got together was the day we changed our facebook relationship thing HAHA but yeah, it was necessary cause I didn't see us as a couple before we did that cause back at the time I was still so unsure whether I should be in it or not, but I decided I'd go for it and see what would happen. Even if I do like being in a relationship, at least with Vallu, I think I kind of feel more comfortable being single.. I'm more of the "on my own" person, I think it's very .. Idk, hard and annoying in a way to have to .. constantly be with someone else and be part of their life and and, not have the same freedom as if you're on your own, tho it's nice to have someone to love you but it's not as no one couldn't love you just cause your single right? wait what. But anyway, what I'm saying is that I enjoy being single, I like being loved, cause it makes me feel good, but it's not really worth all the other stuff that comes as a big bonus when you're in a relationship.
And no, even if I do like being single, I have no plans on breaking up with my dear honey bun ♥
So, that was that! See you guys tomorrow öwö
- Niko
September 26, 2011
You're already dead.
Wish I'd have something interesting to post here..
I decided to come home and stay home for a day now, will go to Vallu's again tomorrow, it's 27th and you know what that means, right.. ? ♥
Not feeling too well atm too, started feeling sick last night, and it hasn't changed much.. it was okay in school but still. My stomach has been all upside down.. I've either eaten something not so good or maybe I've been drinking too much coffee or just made myself sick by imagining it all.. Duh, still. It's a pain...
Will probably draw today, might actually make a new layout for my blog, unless I try to finish some other art instead. Oh well, we'll see.
.. Wish i'd have stuff to write about like I did in the past. But I don't really have much to say. And it's also hard to get the timing right, to have that feeling and those thoughts and also a computer so that you can writre it all down. Of course I could write notes but.. naah. I don't do that very foten nowadays. i mean, write stuff down. I did, in the past. But not anymore.
I feel a bit stupid, cause everytime I'm doing something new, I'll do it really slowly and very insecurely. And people usually get quite frustrated at me for being so laggy and not knowing what I should do, and even if I explain this to them they either tell me I just should do it more often so i get used to it, or then they'll just forget I told them about it til' the next time and the it'll be all the same.
.. Now I started feeling all gloomy and stuff. I often feel like I shouldn't be here. I shouldn't have been born in the first place and all that. Haha, I sound like such a drama queen, but I don't know.. I just feel very out of place, often when for example sitting in a car I wish there'd be an accident. I wish that everyone else with me in the car and in the other car would survive, only I'd die. Though I find it sad that all the people who love me would probably be quite crushed, but I'm selfish, it wouldn't matter. Life would go on. Life would be hard in the beginning, but it would go on. And I wouldn't need to exist. I wouldn't need to worry about all the stuff I worry about cause I'm a wuzz. I wouldn't need to deal with the problems I don't want to deal with and which I find completely unnecessary to deal with. I could just.. be dead and continue being dead for all eternity.
I know a lot of people feel comfort in thinking there's something after dead, that they end up in heaven or something, but I find it more comforting to just die, stop existing and.. stop everything. Just be gone, just be dead. Life seems so pointless. I don't want to need to live with it.
Volo succurro.
- Niko
Love is simple.
I decided to come home and stay home for a day now, will go to Vallu's again tomorrow, it's 27th and you know what that means, right.. ? ♥
Not feeling too well atm too, started feeling sick last night, and it hasn't changed much.. it was okay in school but still. My stomach has been all upside down.. I've either eaten something not so good or maybe I've been drinking too much coffee or just made myself sick by imagining it all.. Duh, still. It's a pain...
Will probably draw today, might actually make a new layout for my blog, unless I try to finish some other art instead. Oh well, we'll see.
.. Wish i'd have stuff to write about like I did in the past. But I don't really have much to say. And it's also hard to get the timing right, to have that feeling and those thoughts and also a computer so that you can writre it all down. Of course I could write notes but.. naah. I don't do that very foten nowadays. i mean, write stuff down. I did, in the past. But not anymore.
I feel a bit stupid, cause everytime I'm doing something new, I'll do it really slowly and very insecurely. And people usually get quite frustrated at me for being so laggy and not knowing what I should do, and even if I explain this to them they either tell me I just should do it more often so i get used to it, or then they'll just forget I told them about it til' the next time and the it'll be all the same.
.. Now I started feeling all gloomy and stuff. I often feel like I shouldn't be here. I shouldn't have been born in the first place and all that. Haha, I sound like such a drama queen, but I don't know.. I just feel very out of place, often when for example sitting in a car I wish there'd be an accident. I wish that everyone else with me in the car and in the other car would survive, only I'd die. Though I find it sad that all the people who love me would probably be quite crushed, but I'm selfish, it wouldn't matter. Life would go on. Life would be hard in the beginning, but it would go on. And I wouldn't need to exist. I wouldn't need to worry about all the stuff I worry about cause I'm a wuzz. I wouldn't need to deal with the problems I don't want to deal with and which I find completely unnecessary to deal with. I could just.. be dead and continue being dead for all eternity.
I know a lot of people feel comfort in thinking there's something after dead, that they end up in heaven or something, but I find it more comforting to just die, stop existing and.. stop everything. Just be gone, just be dead. Life seems so pointless. I don't want to need to live with it.
Volo succurro.
- Niko
Love is simple.
September 23, 2011
RAIN
Damn I hate this rain, coming down every single day :'c
Haha was taking a pretty pic for the blog with my cam, managed to take 174 pics in just a few minutes.. fuckk. XD Gonna try to choose one..
Muahaha, I don't need to go to school until 12 o'clock, cause I'm so good at English so.. I can skip English class! Okay well not actually, 4 of the people in my English class, including me, were so good at English that our teacher decided we could skip class and write an essay about our favorite artist instead! I thought about writing about Nana, but.. I'll have to see, sent her a note this morning, she hasn't been very active on devianart lately so I dunno if she'll even notice it :'D
Uuuuuh should gather my stuff, will leave to Valters right after school so chieee. Umm. AND shiitt should go out with my dog, ffu. Oh well, i'll finish this real quick and then be on my way!
Okay so I have no idea how many of you have ever tried to take a picture of that god forsaken rain, but I'm tellin you. IT'S REALLY HARD to get a good picture of it, unless you have some fucking awesome camera stuff I suppose. And right when I was figuring out something that I might've gotten better pics with, my camera dies. fffuuu. Oh well! There'll be more rain. Lotsa lotsa more rain..
- Niko
September 22, 2011
lame ass shiiet
Yoyoyoyo. I'm back!
And I wa shoping on being able to post a pic of a finished digital pic but nooo, I've been a lazy ass again.. bad bad me.
Today we had a exhibition opening whatever thing in school, it consisted of our (the first graders ppl) mini photo series thing and the third graders .. something. Too bad I didn't bring my cam so I don't have any pics but oh well~ It went okay i guess, felt lame when we didn't have anything to say but all the third graders were like yeah bitches, we're cool. But, meh. whatever :'D
Uuh. Should be cleaning my room.. gghh. how does everything always end up like this.. *hating on me*
Ummm yyyeah I had also planned on doing some makeup shit today cause I'm getting to tired of always looking uglier than I do in my head.. =__=;;; and I mean, makeup can really make like A HUGE difference, you can like.. change your face completely with make up, so that's what I'm gonna try.. find someone pretty ad copy their face~ Like this person on youtube, she's just like.. stunningly good on changing her face Ö__Ö
And I wa shoping on being able to post a pic of a finished digital pic but nooo, I've been a lazy ass again.. bad bad me.
Today we had a exhibition opening whatever thing in school, it consisted of our (the first graders ppl) mini photo series thing and the third graders .. something. Too bad I didn't bring my cam so I don't have any pics but oh well~ It went okay i guess, felt lame when we didn't have anything to say but all the third graders were like yeah bitches, we're cool. But, meh. whatever :'D
Uuh. Should be cleaning my room.. gghh. how does everything always end up like this.. *hating on me*
Ummm yyyeah I had also planned on doing some makeup shit today cause I'm getting to tired of always looking uglier than I do in my head.. =__=;;; and I mean, makeup can really make like A HUGE difference, you can like.. change your face completely with make up, so that's what I'm gonna try.. find someone pretty ad copy their face~ Like this person on youtube, she's just like.. stunningly good on changing her face Ö__Ö
But yeeah, have to check when I have time.. so sad I couldn't do it today cause tomorrow I'll go to Valters and be there for the whole weekend = no time to do creative shhiieet
Uuh.. what else what else.. YEAH here's a picture of me. being stupid. infornt of my webcam. EEenjooyyy.
- Niko
September 21, 2011
big reveal.
Uh. A thing I felt like I need to tell someone, or everyone, or no one. That I've been thinking about for a while now.
I have probably sometime posted something about people telling me I have a big butt, or fuzzy eyebrows or other imperfections such as those. Well, truth is, no one ever has called me ugly. ever. At least I don't think so.
When they have, if they have, it's probably because I was attention whoring, and kind of made them say that so i could tell people that oh noo people have called me fat, pity me. So dumb. Or then, they have just kind of agreed on it, I mean, it's okay to say well yeah, when someone's like I HAVE A FAT ASS :'( cause, if you really think they have a fat ass, it's okay to say it cause apparently the person who says it knows it and thus should not be insulted.
So, if I ever complain about someone telling me I'm ugly, no one probably did. Not straight to my face, without any reasons. It's probably just me, attention whoring, cause. I don't know. I'm just.. I don't work right.
People always tell me I'm pretty. Oh, pity me.
And. I had planned on posting a few pics of me but that'd just be inappropriate, so I'll leave them, maybe some other time.
I have probably sometime posted something about people telling me I have a big butt, or fuzzy eyebrows or other imperfections such as those. Well, truth is, no one ever has called me ugly. ever. At least I don't think so.
When they have, if they have, it's probably because I was attention whoring, and kind of made them say that so i could tell people that oh noo people have called me fat, pity me. So dumb. Or then, they have just kind of agreed on it, I mean, it's okay to say well yeah, when someone's like I HAVE A FAT ASS :'( cause, if you really think they have a fat ass, it's okay to say it cause apparently the person who says it knows it and thus should not be insulted.
So, if I ever complain about someone telling me I'm ugly, no one probably did. Not straight to my face, without any reasons. It's probably just me, attention whoring, cause. I don't know. I'm just.. I don't work right.
People always tell me I'm pretty. Oh, pity me.
And. I had planned on posting a few pics of me but that'd just be inappropriate, so I'll leave them, maybe some other time.
- Niko
September 14, 2011
HELSINKI ♥
Herooooo~
Oh gosh it's so late already.. wtff DD: I thought it was like 5-6PM or something.. ;__; me no gusta!
Yeeeah so tomorrow we leave for Helsinki! I'll be there for 2 days, if anyone's interested in seeing me, sure~
Idk what more to say about that.. I'll bring my computer, yay. XDDDDDD
Umumumum.
I have managed to fuck my wrist up, prolly cause of school stuff, so now it's all.. in pain and stuff :''c But I feel a bit like a ninja with my bandage ... :')) Haha, but I hope it'll get better during the Hesa trip and weekend, or I'll be left far behind!
I also did some nailart again, oooh it's so much fun~ I have only made one hand so far, but I think it looks quite good to be my like.. second serious nailart thing so yeah~ AND I USED BEADS öwö
Some really cheap ass decoration beads though, but I probably wont be working with nailart in any more serious manners, so I'll prolly do just fine with cheap stickers and tooth picks..~ And I mean, they work just as good :'3
Oh god oh god, I feel so stressed now cause it's so late.. ! I'll finish my coffee real quick and get back to work, hope you all have a lovely day~ ♥
- Niko
Oh gosh it's so late already.. wtff DD: I thought it was like 5-6PM or something.. ;__; me no gusta!
Yeeeah so tomorrow we leave for Helsinki! I'll be there for 2 days, if anyone's interested in seeing me, sure~
Idk what more to say about that.. I'll bring my computer, yay. XDDDDDD
Umumumum.
Some really cheap ass decoration beads though, but I probably wont be working with nailart in any more serious manners, so I'll prolly do just fine with cheap stickers and tooth picks..~ And I mean, they work just as good :'3
- Niko
September 10, 2011
Oh all the things I'd like to finish...
Hooooh, it's early and I'm hungry but I don't dare go eat cause my brother is sleeping on the sofa downstairs...
SOOOO I sat down and continued drawing!
I have like .. way too many pics that need to get done.. :'c I feel like fucking Leonardo da Vinci when I draw, it's like forever working on this, never finish *sadface* Oh well, I can be proud I even make some progress!
So here's a few WIP pics of some digital art I'm trying to finish.. Sorry there's only backgrounds and no characters in the first and last one but.. I don't want them to ruin the surprise :'D Uh, the first one is a give away art, started working on it a few days ago cause the old version was just so bullshit.. I really hope to finish it cause I'd like to get my freeart stuff outta my butt <<
The third picture is fanart for a friend very dear to me~ I've been working on that piece for like.... idk, long. Started sumtime last year when I made the sketch and I think I started doing it digitally sometime in the beginning of this year... ? Okay well, you see what I mean when I say I never finish stuff... It's like with that Justin Bieber pic, all in all I worked on it lik,e.. what, 2½h but it took me a half year... the fuck.
The last pic is also a give away thing for the freeart thing, not really a surprise but I don't feel like revealing to who it is, muahaha. Uhh. This has also been in progress since.. sometime early this year.. ?? I don't really know what kind of bg I'll make for it, so I've just been doing furr details.. hoping I'll come up with something soon. XDD
Let's make a list of both digital & traditional stuff I have in my stuff to do heap...
- The 3 listed above
- Fallen Angel for Amanda
- S.A.D pages
- all the free art things
Uh. I think that's about it or something. Someone, please teach me to draw faster or be inspired longer.. <<
Now I want to go eat, not giving a shit whether my bro is asleep or not.. I WANT FOOD!!
- Niko
SOOOO I sat down and continued drawing!
I have like .. way too many pics that need to get done.. :'c I feel like fucking Leonardo da Vinci when I draw, it's like forever working on this, never finish *sadface* Oh well, I can be proud I even make some progress!
The third picture is fanart for a friend very dear to me~ I've been working on that piece for like.... idk, long. Started sumtime last year when I made the sketch and I think I started doing it digitally sometime in the beginning of this year... ? Okay well, you see what I mean when I say I never finish stuff... It's like with that Justin Bieber pic, all in all I worked on it lik,e.. what, 2½h but it took me a half year... the fuck.
The last pic is also a give away thing for the freeart thing, not really a surprise but I don't feel like revealing to who it is, muahaha. Uhh. This has also been in progress since.. sometime early this year.. ?? I don't really know what kind of bg I'll make for it, so I've just been doing furr details.. hoping I'll come up with something soon. XDD
Let's make a list of both digital & traditional stuff I have in my stuff to do heap...
- The 3 listed above
- Fallen Angel for Amanda
- S.A.D pages
- all the free art things
Uh. I think that's about it or something. Someone, please teach me to draw faster or be inspired longer.. <<
Now I want to go eat, not giving a shit whether my bro is asleep or not.. I WANT FOOD!!
- Niko
September 8, 2011
Italian kiss!?
I'm writing again :') It's cause I'm bored and I'm waiting for my nails to dry completely so that I can finish 'em up with a top coat of that whatever see through nailpolish~
Today we had school from 9-11, not much, so I have been cooking since then, baked some .. Baci? Boci? Some kind of small things you can eat with for example tea? The word is anyway Italian and means "kiss"/"a kiss" or something like that~ They are really cute and very simple to make, and of course, quite yummy! I added in some soy flour, I don't know if that's what made them taste like they did but.. They tasted a bit like I'd added some nuts or something alike in them, really awesome!
Today we had school from 9-11, not much, so I have been cooking since then, baked some .. Baci? Boci? Some kind of small things you can eat with for example tea? The word is anyway Italian and means "kiss"/"a kiss" or something like that~ They are really cute and very simple to make, and of course, quite yummy! I added in some soy flour, I don't know if that's what made them taste like they did but.. They tasted a bit like I'd added some nuts or something alike in them, really awesome!
This is what they ended up looking like~
I'll just be posting a few pics, I don't really have much to write about so yeah~
Here's a meal I made a few weeks ago. As we all notice, I'm a very good cook! .. Or then maybe not.
Me in the mornings, I luv that hoodie and those woolen socks~
Pics of me and my outfit today~ I've never wore those red pants before, cause they don't actually fit me, I'd need to have a bit thinner legs but.. I'LL GET THERE and I'll use my red pants and look sexy as hell. M'KAY.
And here, pictures of my nails~ The first pic is my finished left hand and the other pic is me beginning on my right hand..~
Oh, would you like a small tutorial on those nails or something? I really feel like making some tutorial, even tho I'm such a n00b at nailart, but maybe one day I'll be awesome, cause I have to admit, it's a bunch of fun to play around with nail polish and nails~ Wish I'd have more different colors tho.. But I never seem to find any cheap ones :'c
Oh well, I'll continue doing my nails~ Oh, and before you guys leave, listen to this awesome person!
- Niko
SUOMEKSI~
Hrrr Moi kaikki. Tänään mä kirjotan suomeks. Ihan siks vaan et yks henkilö pystyis lukee ees yhen mun blogipostauksista :') EI SITTE VALITETA TYPOISTA TAI MISTÄÄN MUISTAKAAN JUTUISTA, mkay.
(I'm writing in Finnish this time so that this one person could read at least one of my blog posts~)
Örr, noei mulloo oikeestaa paljo mtn sanomist, väsyttää ja rupee oleen myöhä jaja pitäs olla nukkumas jos ajat sitte mutku en mä vaan ... pysty. Mua inspaa ihan vitusti ja samalla angstittaa ja on paska olla enkä pdiä ittestäni samal kaikki on iha sika mageeta ja kaikkee, en tiiä :''c
Hihii siel koulus on muuten tosi kivaa ku ku siis öö. nii meil on välil sellasii päivii et saadaan lopettaa tosi aikasin, esm. tänäää lopetettii mitä, ennen kahta kyll :'D Huhhu. Mut hyvä vaan ku mä oon kyll aina niiiiiin rätti koulus, jaku tää nuha flunssa mikäkilie nii tekee mut NII väsyneeks enkä pysty juomaa kahviiku vatsa koulun jälkee ku maha menee nii hupsiskupsis. Mutjoo, printattii joku kuva jaja mietittii jotai näyttelyy jonka me pidetää joskus muutaman viikon pääst~
Tänää oonki ollu kamala ja syöny paljo kaikkee epäterveellist, yök. Mut huomen en tuu syömää paljoo ku varmaa tyyliin vaan sillee aamiaista, lounas, patukka ja nuudeleita illal, ihanaaa~
Hnn. Mullon aina välil sellanen kummallinen yksinäinen olo. En tiedä mistä tai miks se tulee, mut just sellanen et ei kukaan välitä. Niiku mistään. Taisiis. Vaikeeta selittää. Sillee haluis puhuu jonkun kaa samal ku ei todellakaan haluu nähä ketään eikä puhuu kenekää kaa or anything. Mut joo öö.
Rupesin miettii täs sitä ku mä en kestä huomion huoraamista :'D taisiis, en mä välitä jos muut sitä tekee mut jos mä ite teen sitä, ja sillee pieninki juttu niin oon iha sillee yhyy Hanna oot kamala ihminen, ei kukaan silti jaksa kuunnella sun juttuja eikä ne ees välitä, se on vaan sellasta plaplapla niille, älä kerro, sä vana häiritset niitä. Tai esm jos oon tehy jonku kuvan, tuntu pahalta näyttää sitä ihmisillee koska tiiän etse on sitä mun "huomion huoraamista", vaikka tää on siis kyll ihan normaali juttu ihmisille, mut mä en vaan kestä sitä ittessäni, mä en halua haluta huomiota.
Mä haluun uuden elämän.
Hrrr, ois muuten ihanaa taas ruveta ottaan piano tunteja ja vaikkapa laulutunteja, ruveta zumbaamaan. Hankkia jotain tekemistä. .. Mut nyt mä rupesin miettii jos kaikki nää on vaans ellasii juttui joita haluun tehä siks et toivon et voisin tulla joskus hyväks niis, ku en koe itteeni hyväks piirtämises ja tunnen olevani hyvin jumissa. HHrrrrrrrrrrr. Okei nyt loeptan ajattelun.
Haluun muuten kans tehä jotai mun hiuksille :'c Värjäiskö tosi vaaleen blondeiks? en rupee leikkaamaan mitään, hiukseni ovat rakkaat minulle ;w;
Okei mullei oo nyt enää mitään kirjotettavaa. Haluun kirjottaa, en mä vaan tiiä mitä. Jatkan piirtämistä, josta ei tuu mitään. Vittuku sais joskus ees jotai valmiiks...
- Niko
(I'm writing in Finnish this time so that this one person could read at least one of my blog posts~)
Örr, noei mulloo oikeestaa paljo mtn sanomist, väsyttää ja rupee oleen myöhä jaja pitäs olla nukkumas jos ajat sitte mutku en mä vaan ... pysty. Mua inspaa ihan vitusti ja samalla angstittaa ja on paska olla enkä pdiä ittestäni samal kaikki on iha sika mageeta ja kaikkee, en tiiä :''c
Hihii siel koulus on muuten tosi kivaa ku ku siis öö. nii meil on välil sellasii päivii et saadaan lopettaa tosi aikasin, esm. tänäää lopetettii mitä, ennen kahta kyll :'D Huhhu. Mut hyvä vaan ku mä oon kyll aina niiiiiin rätti koulus, jaku tää nuha flunssa mikäkilie nii tekee mut NII väsyneeks enkä pysty juomaa kahviiku vatsa koulun jälkee ku maha menee nii hupsiskupsis. Mutjoo, printattii joku kuva jaja mietittii jotai näyttelyy jonka me pidetää joskus muutaman viikon pääst~
Tänää oonki ollu kamala ja syöny paljo kaikkee epäterveellist, yök. Mut huomen en tuu syömää paljoo ku varmaa tyyliin vaan sillee aamiaista, lounas, patukka ja nuudeleita illal, ihanaaa~
Hnn. Mullon aina välil sellanen kummallinen yksinäinen olo. En tiedä mistä tai miks se tulee, mut just sellanen et ei kukaan välitä. Niiku mistään. Taisiis. Vaikeeta selittää. Sillee haluis puhuu jonkun kaa samal ku ei todellakaan haluu nähä ketään eikä puhuu kenekää kaa or anything. Mut joo öö.
Rupesin miettii täs sitä ku mä en kestä huomion huoraamista :'D taisiis, en mä välitä jos muut sitä tekee mut jos mä ite teen sitä, ja sillee pieninki juttu niin oon iha sillee yhyy Hanna oot kamala ihminen, ei kukaan silti jaksa kuunnella sun juttuja eikä ne ees välitä, se on vaan sellasta plaplapla niille, älä kerro, sä vana häiritset niitä. Tai esm jos oon tehy jonku kuvan, tuntu pahalta näyttää sitä ihmisillee koska tiiän etse on sitä mun "huomion huoraamista", vaikka tää on siis kyll ihan normaali juttu ihmisille, mut mä en vaan kestä sitä ittessäni, mä en halua haluta huomiota.
Mä haluun uuden elämän.
Hrrr, ois muuten ihanaa taas ruveta ottaan piano tunteja ja vaikkapa laulutunteja, ruveta zumbaamaan. Hankkia jotain tekemistä. .. Mut nyt mä rupesin miettii jos kaikki nää on vaans ellasii juttui joita haluun tehä siks et toivon et voisin tulla joskus hyväks niis, ku en koe itteeni hyväks piirtämises ja tunnen olevani hyvin jumissa. HHrrrrrrrrrrr. Okei nyt loeptan ajattelun.
Haluun muuten kans tehä jotai mun hiuksille :'c Värjäiskö tosi vaaleen blondeiks? en rupee leikkaamaan mitään, hiukseni ovat rakkaat minulle ;w;
Okei mullei oo nyt enää mitään kirjotettavaa. Haluun kirjottaa, en mä vaan tiiä mitä. Jatkan piirtämistä, josta ei tuu mitään. Vittuku sais joskus ees jotai valmiiks...
- Niko
September 3, 2011
Night in Tampere
Hi you gaaiiis
I never did that picture upload, whoops. Might still come, someday.. maybe :'D
Haha, anyway, me and Vallu are at a hotel in Tampere atm, as you might know it's Tracon here over the weekend so yeah, we're on a shopping trip + con here~
Prolly go eat something soon, spotted a Mc'donalds not too far from here.. !
K, laterzzz
- Niko
I never did that picture upload, whoops. Might still come, someday.. maybe :'D
Haha, anyway, me and Vallu are at a hotel in Tampere atm, as you might know it's Tracon here over the weekend so yeah, we're on a shopping trip + con here~
Prolly go eat something soon, spotted a Mc'donalds not too far from here.. !
K, laterzzz
pretty as always~
- Niko
September 1, 2011
Super faaast update!
HELLO U GAIS!
I know I know, bad bad me, Haven't been writing for forever ;__; *such a bad promise keeper*
BUT HEY it's been lots going on! Like I last mentioned, school started and and it's lots of fun, I've made some friends and guess who's proud. Um um we started our second class(?????? kurssi :'O) which is photography, been fun so far too, the teachers real chill and all! And during the 2 first weeks we had a färglära class (färglära = .. leanring bout colors an shit? XD) and and, we had to make a painting of ourselves and all and uh, I finished it yesterday. It turned out okay, tho I look like I have a sun burn round my mouth.. I HATE SKIN COLORS ;_; I'll post a pic of it maybe later today if I'm not too busy! I have work to do! :')
Cambridge Ohjelma asked me to do some photographing for them, so that's what I'm working with + IT'S TRACON THIS WEEKEND! Wooh! Going with Vallu!
I can by the way mention we had out ½ year anniversary last Saturday... ♥
OKAY well I'll see if I can amke a pic update or something later today, I really ahve to go get dressed nao!
- Niko
I know I know, bad bad me, Haven't been writing for forever ;__; *such a bad promise keeper*
BUT HEY it's been lots going on! Like I last mentioned, school started and and it's lots of fun, I've made some friends and guess who's proud. Um um we started our second class(?????? kurssi :'O) which is photography, been fun so far too, the teachers real chill and all! And during the 2 first weeks we had a färglära class (färglära = .. leanring bout colors an shit? XD) and and, we had to make a painting of ourselves and all and uh, I finished it yesterday. It turned out okay, tho I look like I have a sun burn round my mouth.. I HATE SKIN COLORS ;_; I'll post a pic of it maybe later today if I'm not too busy! I have work to do! :')
Cambridge Ohjelma asked me to do some photographing for them, so that's what I'm working with + IT'S TRACON THIS WEEKEND! Wooh! Going with Vallu!
I can by the way mention we had out ½ year anniversary last Saturday... ♥
OKAY well I'll see if I can amke a pic update or something later today, I really ahve to go get dressed nao!
- Niko
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